"Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell." edna st vincent millay ( Read more... )

Memory Lane ( Read more... )

It's a sad day when what you used to think were butterflies in your stomach feel more like anxiety.

Is that what it always felt like and I just found a new word for it?

I awoke with a start at 4am after a very interesting dream. My dreams are just a little too real; I often have to really consider whether or not they're imagined or if they happened. I had to write it down, some how the only new years resolution I've managed to even do at all, though another was to keep in better contact with my friends (new and ( Read more... )

I've been so good this week. I think the reality of moving to Galloway looming over my head has really put my ass in gear. After today, I will have applied to 15 jobs this week, all over the country but mainly in New York and D.C ( Read more... )

It's been three weeks... nothing is better or makes any more sense. I try really hard to just not think about him. I'm trying to move on with my life. I just feel so... helpless and hopeless in every aspect of life. If just ONE thing doesn't work out soon, I don't know what I'll do, but it won' be good. They say God won't bring you to it without ( Read more... )

A few clever texts from the past week or so that will likely end up in my future book haha ( Read more... )

I have no idea who sings that song or what it's called or even many more lines to it, but somehow it's always stuck in my head ( Read more... )

Bad news bears, but I'm working on it, so pause on that. Did you know that I spend half of my day subtracting two just to keep track of what time it is on Colorado ( Read more... )

A lot of times people say things to me and I ignore their comment(s) which ultimately makes them say it again a little later in conversation. It's not that I didn't hear them, it's that I either don't care or think it's stupid/irrelevant. "House" makes me think introspectively ( Read more... )